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|Saturday, September 10th, 2005|
Hey hows it goin one and all. Let's see it's been.....one...two.....ok, it's been a while. I've been making moves and stuff so between work and school there has been no time for leisure. Anyway im currently here to spread the word of a gaming community based in new york named Nyclan. I'm a GM for the gaming community adn on the site. I came to spread the love,lol. If your into gaming,role playing , or just cool chating in our forums, join the site www.nyclan.net. If your in the new york area, come by to one of our many weekly events. Cant wait to hear from you guys!!! Current Mood: accomplished
|Saturday, March 19th, 2005|
i havent been doing much as of late. Watching samurai champloo, going to work, sleeping and going to school. Life so far has not been anything extrodanary. Just came on so that i would not forget....well...for too long. Currently at a samll get together playing xbox live halo......by the by...it's fucking ungodly. Oh for u guys looking for me in brooklyn, im not there as much (except at work), stuck in the ronx. Long story.....perhaps for another time.....
|Saturday, February 5th, 2005|
My day went fast and i spent it all on ragnarok. Saw some friends...watched some tv......mostly bored.....but it's ok. i'll live
|Sunday, January 30th, 2005|
I got a new computer today. Me and me best bud Anwar went to comp USA to go put a computer together from scratch. Ofcourse my aunt was doing all the buying so all we had to do was point. Then this sales dude came up to us when we were arguing on what mother board to get, and talked my aunt into buying a computer rather than putting one together from scratch. WTF, he totally killed our mad dash with his crap!!! So we ended up buying a good computer and bought a graphics card, and some more ram to make it a better computer. If that beat meat didnt show up we would have have pure sex-i-ness, but what i have will have to do (seeing as shopping for computer parts with my aunt buying happens once in a blue moon). My stats are:
AMD 64 3000+
nVidia geforce 5700 LE
Everything else is basic and or irrelevant.
Well, you'd figure m y day would be well afterwoods....wrong. i spent hours with my friend anwar trying to hook up this damn wireless router!!! I called the company for instructions and was on the phone with some foreign dude for like one hour. The problem turned out to be something with my ip adress on my ISP and that of the bloody router. When finally we're fixing the problem, my damn phone ran out of energy and i lost the operator i was working with. Now im asses out with my ass out. :( Looks like no Lan Ragnarok for me sigh, If any of you know anything of ip addresses and wireless routers, do tell. I'm sorta afloat here. Current Mood: frustrated
|Monday, January 24th, 2005|
Hey guys and girls di ya miss meh? Yea i've been inactive on this site for a while,but i thought i just give a hi and bye today. You didnt miss much from from me,i've done this done that,gone through two girlfriends,started making a website with some friends...and uh...stuff. I've been keeping up on my fantasy novels and fiction writers and exploring new mmorpg's. I've developed a list of some in case any of you get curious about online games.
Ragnarok online:My favorite
Final fantasy 11: It's ok
Pristentale: Ahh....yea...what he said
Rose online: Imagine Final fantasy crystal chronicles..but online
Tales weaver: Korean only unfortunately
Kal online: New upstart,looks good. plays oriental.
Conquer online: Promising but can use some work
There may be a few that i might have glanced at but if there not on there then it was not worth remembering or i simply forgot. Anyway how are you people? i'm going major computer shopping this weekend and so when the dust clears i will be more active this year online. Don't worry nosy people, you'll be hearing from me soon enough. Oh and David i heard you where supposed to have a show like during the snow storm. if yu didnt have it, tell me it's replacement date. if you did , sorry i missed it,but i had to shovel....for all the buildings my aunt owns.(And it was the fucking suck). As for everone else i'll be talking to you guys soon, as soon as i catch up on what you guys are doing. Well gotta go, some cat just pissed on my friend anwars new illigs. Current Mood: satisfied
|Tuesday, July 27th, 2004|
Im just letting my fingers go across the keyboard. I'm slowly getting in the habbit of typing my events i do, so nosy people can read it,and i just dont live them and then forget them. I noticed for the first time everyone has customized their journal background except me, who still has a lame setup. When i find the time i'll attempt to find how to change it. On my free time i've been sleeping during the weekend and neglecting many frieds,for sleep is gold. So i decided as of last weekend to hang out with my friends more even if i have to force my self awake. I havent had the time to get to all of them but i managed to catch a few, Namely Anwar and Trino. I have to make some phone calls adn some appointments when i can, though i'll be going back to the bronx this weekend.
My aunt wants me to strongly consider moving to florida with her this year. She'll be leaving the NY state indefinately.....with my sisters , and i'll be here on my lonesome...yay. But she's not leaving me the house we're in now..Boo. So i better start apartment hunting now while i still can. Planning on getting an appartment with anwar so we can split the rent, but then again rent these days......ugh. Then to make matters worst i start at City tech in january, and i signed to be off campus, so i wont be able to get a campus apartment in the area...blah. See i have nothing but problems in my future and i don't need a damn tarrot reading to tell me that.
Now for the immediate future going to the Bronx meanas seeing my brother again who for the summer has managed to piss me off, get his ass wooped, steal from me, and smile in my face. More so , im supposed to meet up in with my friends to see a Machine head concert at Irving Plaza. if i'm in the Bronx the chances of me appearing slimms. And my most troublesome predicament is between two friends of mine, both female. Both of them are good friends, one of which i want to date. But the other one is the one that likes me, which i can bluntly say, no thanks. Even worse i think the psycho groupie knows i prefer her friend, and is now more relentless as ever.How can i politely get the second friend to rub off with some other guy while going out with the "primary target" and still not let my bluntness fuck me over again. Im sick of being labled as the sexist or insensitive jerk. The only solution i can think of is to exile them both from me to help clear my mind, and look for someone else.....any ideas people?!
Lastly, the time consuming monster that gives me grief and fatigue time and time again.....work. It's ok as a job but wathcing the staff is like wathcing a soap opera. One lady doesnt like that one. And one gay guy doesnt like anyone. And she had a fight with this one. Two best friends are now enemies because one became manager. Sadly im being sucked into this dramam too. Im not to trusted or like by my boss's boss, i dunno why? Why would a homosexual white guy stare at a black boy who does nothing but his hob, in disgust? Why does have the staff think I can't be trusted. My boss promised me keys to the center for so i can travel as i like(becasue everything is bloody locked!!). Up to this day no keys because my boss's boss says so, yeah the fruit. He handed her some Bs about security protocol and i'm young n shit. Will someone give the fag a back rub so he can ease up. So in short im here at 9 0'clock in the morning, 75 percent of the time, the first person there, and i have to wait for people to open the door for me. Even sometime, during business hours im knocking on the door and civilians just look at me from the inside and resume their business until someone fucking opens the door!! This mind you is because im the only staff member who is with the Audubon center who is not an PPA intern and under 20. Fuck!!! I think i'll just log off now, im getting pissed just writing this shit. PB logging out....... Current Mood: pissed off
|Friday, July 16th, 2004|
|Let the good times roll.....
This last week came out surprisingly good, even after all the bad. First my IPOD earphones began to succumb to ramnstein and heavy trance. Eventually the left ear went out completely. I tried to look for my spare headphones but my sister borrowed them and went down south. Just when everything looked bad, a miracle happened. I somehow forgot to pick up a check i never new i was supposed to get! When i got the check the first thing i did was get new headphones. I tried to get the ones that were the upgraded form of my extra ones, but they went from $50(My extra ones) to $130 (The new ones). Though i know they play ungodly i would never spend over 100$ on headphones......well....maybe if i was richer. Anyway i bought some 60$ super small super sexeh headphones that comfortable fit into your canal and stays. I even got a warranty for two years where i can replace it as many times as i need to if they should blow out or get destroyed. That was only the beginning of my good news.
Though it snuck up on my and my friends, Tales of Symphonia came out on the 14th and i wanted it.....bad. So i went to almost every game store i could think of including numerous Game Stops, Circuit City , and Eb games. Everywhere i went it was sold out or in one case copies where left but for only for reserved people. My friend was gonna send me to 118 and 3rd in harlem to get a copy his friend would hold for me(since his friend worked at a game champ there). Just when everything once again looked bleak i remembered the gamestop i stopped at on broadway on my way to my friends show at CBGB's. So i decided to go look there. Anwar, who helped my search most of the stores by searching one borough while i was in another, came with me. When i got to the blasted store i stood outside and ate my bloody ice cream, so i told anwar to go inside and check. Actually I didn't want to go in there and be let down again so i coward outside already expecting a "no". Then Anwar comes back out looking like those soccer fans that just saw their team score. "GOOOOAAAALLLL!!!!!" He said there were two copies left, so i gave him the wallet (still eating my ice cream)and let him get it. AND SO THE DAY IS SAVED, THANKS TO THE POWERPU-,.........GAMESTOP!!!(Yeah, that's what i meant in the first place). So eat that Eb games and your lousy store credit rates!! I only played a half hours worth yesterday, so today after work, it's gonna get savage. PB logging out...... Current Mood: happy
|Tuesday, July 13th, 2004|
Yes,yes , i know it's been a while since i last wrote in here, but i have neglected my journal only because i was unable to reach a computer. First i had too spend about a week and a half at my aunts house in freeport (ACK!). Then i was shuffled directly after that to my moms house in the bronx for 3 weeks. It wasn't so bad....well most of it anyway. Other shit happened but i don't feel like getting into details right now. I managed to make it to both of my friends gigs, which came out great, though i don't think he liked to second one as much as the first. I got a new job doing administrative work and tours and crap ,at the prospect park audubon so that's going well...so far. My boss is kick ass and the perks here are actually perks. Not some slimy part time bs that you have to do when nobody's looking (*squints eyes accusingly*).
Well there's nothing i really need to write....i don't think i even felt like writing. I'll part by saying hi and bye to everyone that reads the journal...and resume letting my asthma kick my ass as i "enjoy" this rainy weather. Current Mood: blah
|Wednesday, June 9th, 2004|
Yay only a few more days until something of interests happens. As of late life has ben on a work-school-sleep basis with no in between. Then in the little free time i get i try to read or do something i like then i hear some annoying nag in the problem called life, calling me to return.
I have managed to get some work on PSO somehow, on the weekend....and went to see "The day after tommorow" with some friends the other day then we just hung in the square. That and PSO playing was the only highlights i've had in the last few months. The next event is David's thing.....the only life line out of the depressing assembly line I'm living. Hope David's friends are as cool as he is, i dunno if i'll contain myself if i run into some jerk off with something to prove. recently i've run into too many idiots...promise or no promise i'm gonna quite this patience thing, i don't take being walked on kindly. Lately i've even been arguing more with my friends and even my brother. There goes my science defying PMS coming and going as it pleases. Maybe because i've been a drone almost all year ...something i'm not used to....hard work? Atleast i got my ass into college. I miss the old days when i did what i pleased...but i know, that way led pretty much to the dead end wall with the orgy of hobos making the place smell of bile and fecal matter.
Also is it just me or is the world going into some sort of love over drive since the hot weather came. I mean From the begining of the year people seemed normal. As soon as the sun peeked it's head though everyone's all holding hands and making out on the bus, in the park, in the hallways,at work, on the bloody train, in cars, and in fuckin stores. Maybe as a single male in the summer i'm seeing things people would normally pass bye , but fuck it's the second year in a row. Am i envious? Maybe. Maybe not. But either way it's starting to really tug at my nerves. Or maybe the world is spinning perfectly fine and people are normal. Maybe i'm the only fuckin oddball....., but that's ok. I'll live....and if i don't , i'll be too dead to remember anyhting anyway. Current Mood: aggravated
|Tuesday, June 1st, 2004|
So my friend David is having his first Gig, on the 19th ,which just aslo happens to be my friend Alienware's birhtday. I have been scratching for people to come for a few months now ,in advance, so they 'd know. Some people who were like "sorry, i got work", are now like "yeah i'm free to go now (since i begge....i mean....bescheched them...yeah that's it, for a few months now). SO that's good. Also i got alot of maybe's and the expected turn of events let downs. That's not so good. I have gave flyers until i could not give no more, nd verbally put the word out to my friends. So Far I'm in the middle of head hunting my lists for defanites without a BS story. Also I got word to some students to laguardia and 113 so that's an unknown amount of people coming. Perhaps 2 or maybe 5. I sent flyers to banneker through my bro and he said that some of his friends were intrested. Cool, so the list is as follows:
Chris (My school)
Ama (Bro's friend)
Stacey (Bro's friend)
Other Chris (Bro's friend)
Kamilla (Anwar's sister)
Can't come/Sorry excuse:
Nobody so far but i'll be upgrading the list.....constantly.
The Agenda so far:
*Pick up friends from meeting poiunt(My school or Union square)
*Meet up with everyone by 2:00 at latest
*Make sure everyone has a frikin' fun pass.
*Count total party number(my party) then head to david's by 3.
*Meet with Maria and her party and Fuse.
*Head to Astoria, pick up some of her freinds and then off to red zone early.
*Concert start by 7.
*Afterwards.......i dunno, hang out?
(Correct me on something if i'm wrong denz)
So that's the plan. Now i have to call and nagg everyone till they cry in submission to my badgering. I'm determined to make beyond the quota (Then Jesus gets paid). Expect an update within the next few days. Current Mood: determined
|Thursday, May 20th, 2004|
|Since the world's still spinning.......
Right now i feel poetic.....but now's no time for poems, seeing as i'm in the middle of my english class here at 8:25 at night. Nothing too exciting and new has happened since the my last post. i got someone to copy right and publish me and anwars work, so we've ben working double time on Frozen. Still learning to master photoshop but we have some time. Besides that ,life has been the suck as of late. I got paid today(yay) but i have to render 150 dollars to my aunt(boo). Hopefully i'll have enough money to take care of buisness, rag and stuff. Well i'll write agian later...
|Wednesday, May 12th, 2004|
What's new geeks, weirdos, snot rags,tekker,bored, nosy, people. Today with al of it's 85 degree weather and humid ness, is not all that bad. I don't have much on my agenda for stuff to do this weekend(that im already planning) so ima' go visit mum and big bro, with some friends ofcourse. I have to catch up on my anime and ragnarok....yes i know...i've been slagging. I wish i played rag as much as i worked.....damn greed for money. I'm slowly getting anime dvd's together to mail out to my animepenpals(mey here on LJ) and making myself more and more broke. Broke means= need money. Need money= more working....no time for rag, PSO or pretty much anyhting. On a side note i found a really informative Naruto site that happens to have info on everthing from characters to seals(in detail). Even characters the U.s haven't seen , even in subtitle. Yea...i finally get to see a really good picture of the 4th hokage, whic looks like naruto( and i'm guessing is his father). And there is the guiy who looks more evil and hard core than gaara (though real men wear green, ya know what i mean!!) and has the mark of orochimaru on his chest. If your wondering what site...hehe....i'll think about posting it, i dont want too many people with this knowledge.
Oh yea, yesterday i got my FIRST out of 5 college applications responses. I GOT ACCEPTED!!! I got excepted to City Tech into the Computer Information systems program. I just have to tie up the loose ends on my Financial aid, and i'll be set. Hopefully it'll inspire me buddy alienware to put in some applications. Also i have to do summer job searching, which i should have started a while ago, but i lack the free time thing.
Now all I have to look forward to today is a hot sweaty humid day of school. I think the temperature is starting to get to me. Oh, well, atleast it's not allergies.
That's my day to be, in words. Plain, gay and boring. did i mention chock full of tests. *Sigh* Well Im gonna continue my boring uneventful day. If something hapens worth mentioning later, i'll posts it. PB logging out.... Current Mood: bored
|Monday, May 3rd, 2004|
I KNOW: Why they look at me so cold....
I WANT: To find a purpose for my existance....
I HAVE: Overdosed on reality.
I WISH: I was born on a friday. (Don't ask)
I HATE: Being judged by the condescending population
I MISS: The good ol' days, where ignorance is bliss.
I FEAR: What reality will turn me into...
I HEAR: That once you loose your mind your gone forever.
I WONDER: What life would have been like, had I been born a monk.
I REGRET: All the events that are my life.
I LOVE: My hobbies that release me from this purgatory
I ACHE: On the inside
I CARE: For very little
I ALWAYS: Argue my way in and out of sh*t
I NEVER: Pretend to be something I'm not.
I AM NOT: Willing to reason with anyone.
I DANCE: Over your broken pride.
I SING: In my thoughts where you can't hear
I CRY: When nobody's looking.
I DO: Not enjoy being nagged by you
I FIGHT: When words can no longer do justice.
I WRITE: To allow my mind a break from reality.
I WIN: Everything I attempt or go down trying.
I LOSE: My temper when push comes to shove.
I CONFUSE: People, with moody behavior.
I LISTEN: To people who are relevant enough to be heard.
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: Not far from my brother or friends.
I NEED: To lighten up.
I AM HAPPY: When i'm pursuing my hobbies.
I SHOULD HAVE: Wrote this all in a poem. Current Mood: depressed
|Thursday, April 29th, 2004|
Anger dominates you, you like to hurt things,
animals, people, yourself? You find no other
way to express yourself then through anger, or
pain. Being alone for you can be a bad thing,
then on the other hand it could be good. Please
don't kill me. (Please Vote) What Emotion Dominates you? brought to you by Quizilla
Why do i always get theese type of outcomes.....
|Wednesday, April 28th, 2004|
|Wednesday, April 21st, 2004|
|What d'ya know.
Today is one of those nice hot days where you wish you could just sit in your house with the AC on just watching Tv and being a lazy wookie. Or going to the beach or park or something. But Nooooo, what is this loser doing at this very moment?! He's writing in his livejournal at work which will be followed by long boring assignments. I could be with me bro playing PSO at sinstars house, or at Fatima's house just watching tv and er....hanging out. But alass, i am hear sharing pitifully what might be my entire week,....gayness.
Tomorrow is the official payday(it's about fucking time) and as soon as the check is exchanged for cash I'm getting that dock for my IPOD. It's been staring at me all week, just begging to be raped and filled to the brim with music. Damn wish today was tommorow....and it was ten minutes till i got off. *Sigh* Guess i'll have to save that excitement for tommorow. Today is going to be a long haul. Though i've been constantly absent I've gotten all my teacher to pass me from anywhere between 70-85. Ofcourse I had a lot of make up work to do.All teachers except my math teacher that is. I hate math and i hate her....need I say more. It's a mutual agreement. You piss me off and fail me and i'll disapear from clas for days on end. It works out but not on open school night, which happens to be this sunday.
I managed to get people to hear of my friend Denz's show. So far I've managed to get two maybe's, one who's pretty sure he'll come, and one definate who actually knows what and where is redzone, but she wants to know that nights line up. Then there are three more unknowns on my end. I still have to have my brother ask his friends. I swear if any of you readers saw me asking around for people to see the show you'd think, i was a walking talking commercial. Also i'm going to see if i can get Fatima to or Kit ming to go. Maybe a date....hmmmm indeed......ya never know. I'll see you nosy Mofo's whenever,PB logging out......
|Monday, April 19th, 2004|
This weekend ruled. I was angry to find that me(and my associates paychecks had been pushed back until next week, so I didn't get paid Thursday. On top of that i was having a really bad day. But friday made up for that. I spent the day with my friends that day. No party, nothing special just hanging out. Just how I like it. But i was slightly bothered that i was almost completely ignored by my aunt.Ya see, her new boyfriend has the same Birhtday as me. So he brought his kids and nephews and had a party for him...in my house. I would have been piss but i didn't really care, I was only slightly bothered. Her present made up for it. She got me some close, some new fashion called Von Duthch that my sisters are obsessed with. It's not appealing to me but the pants are servicable. Blue basic jeans are fine. The most important present is my new 15 gig IPOD. Unfortunately I can't use it now because it was made from mac so therefor for mac computers. I cant insert the 4 pin or 6 pin firewire into my computer, so i need to go buy the docking port that comes with some IPODS (but not mine). Then I can put all kinds of music on my ipod, I've already started making a folder of music that will go on it.
Saturday Me and me friends went to go see Kill Bill Volume 2, which mind you was kick ass. Can't wait to have it on DVD. Turning 18 however sucks for the simple reason that my aunts been waiting for it for years now. THe legal age where you can legally get fucked by the city, parents, or anyone else that has a sex toy in this orgy called law and order. So now i'm going to have to watch my steps and cover my tracks , or I'll be kicked out.....man it sucks. The thought of her having a new power over me.....any excuse for her to use it can leave my hearing her shit for....*Shudders*. Afterwards I left my friends to go home and clean. My brother and friends went to go play some B-ball, though like many things that was unappealing to me.
Sunday was pretty lame. I skipped school because i mistook it for open school day and well....i always skip sundays. I got good news though. My friend David's gig for Maggot Pigs on Tuesday willbe playing at redzone. He left a message i listened to like 8 times to get the facts right and his girlfriend called me on my way to work this morning. For those of you who know where that is and are intrested, go to Red Zone Saturday June 19, at 7:00 pm. Be sure to say your going to see maggot pigs, it'll help a lot. If you dont go I'll hunt you down and charge for reading my journal(heh,heh). Me and anwar are going to see if we can drag Carol along...and her boyfriend. Then I'll see about Carrie and her boyfriend Chitarus...and maybe chris. And if i can coax my brothers friends that will be and instant 8 more people. So i have quite a few calls i have ot make. Also AIM will be abused in order to get in contact with people before the 19th.
That was pretty much everything from this weekend up to now....today is going to be the suck...seing how it's my first time back to all of my classes save one since the day before the break.....and grades are due. Well i'll talk to you people some other time, if you read my entry dates you know i'm random as hell, so i may update tommorow, next week, or maybe even next month. PB logging out..... Current Mood: blah
|Thursday, April 15th, 2004|
|What could be better....
Yes people I'm back. My spring break sucked in all sorts of languages. I was stuck out of the city for the whole break and while i was out lots of stuff happened amongst my friends. good and bad....mostly bad.Lots of PSO but that's all.How about we ignore and forget the horrible break and move on to the now.
The only good thing is that they went to see hellboy....which sucked I heard. We're going to see Kill Bill2 saturday morning...then I guess we'll chill out. Today on the bright side is pay day and i get two checks becase i didn't get paid before the break (YAY!!). So i can pay my phone bill and put my cube online for PSO.
Though through all of this I get the feeling someone is going to piss me off. Whenever i get that feeling...someone actually pisses me off in some way shape or form. Hope this weekend comes up better for me...and I don't get pissed and do something everyone one else will regret(I know i wont).
|Thursday, April 1st, 2004|
|How Damn annoying........
Today unusually sucks major ass. Normally the days at work would be dull....and then school would vary. Now i have all kinds of bloody problems. If there is any advice i can give to any of you people it's this, "no matter what, do not, I repeat, do not ever work at your school, no matter the pay or how good the setup may be!!!' I'm known to do what I wish when i bloody wish. If I'm hungry and don't feel like going to my last to periods, I'm gone. If I don't feel like going to math class, then "what math class?! The teachers eventually got word that I work in the school and whenever ever they want to bitch, they run to my boss. Now i've fuckin had it. I can give two fucks about their complaints, whether I get fired or not.(*Remembers the money is needed) Damn...I better not be to hasty....but i have to leave. This job thing has more pains in the ass then it has advantages. (Wait,....what advantages?!)
I'm going job searching over the break. I was going to go to Funcoland to apply, seeing as I know everybody well who works there. Unfortunately my Aunt decided to get my bro a job ther through Rubin, a neighbor contact who happens to be a manager. Sucks for me but a good thing foe bro(*Shakes in envy and murderous rage). She did that on purpose and then tells me "Don't apply there, I don't want you two to work at the same place". DAMN HER TO HELL!!
Yesterday my friend Anwar didn't show to school so I was stuck looking at boring people just as I used to before he came to the school. Today I figured would be pretty much the same so , I made plans to hang out at my friend Kenn'y with Ant and most likely Anwar. I can watch Kenny get down on the Final Fantasy 11 and Ant on the knights of the old republic. I'll probably be on a mix of the two and then some. Hopefully that I'll brighten the day up some because so far...it blows. Well, time to get back to work.....agian..... Current Mood: annoyed
|Thursday, March 25th, 2004|